General update

alright yall! 
I applied and got the assistant debate coach position so i have been working with the kids on that.  We had our first meet last night and I feel like there were nerves and even though we were practicing and didnt really know what we were doing, the nerves dissipated by the end of the night and i had hyper kids on the way home. 

In one of the classes I am in, Intro to Theater, we are getting ready to preform monologues.  One kid has decided to do Juliet's Romeo.  I am excited because I love Romeo and Juliet so I am helping her do that. 

Biology is going well. 

Art class is going well.

Overall I feel like I am doing well with everything as far as work goes.  I am still struggling to get up in the morning and go to the gym. 

My love life is a mess yall.  I do not feel like I am doing so great in that area. 

I had someone tell me that I look really cute and out of the era all the time and it lifted me up because sometimes all you need is a little compliment to get you through the day.

Try and do good today. Compliment someone today. 

I think that I have carpal tunnel in my right wrist.  I have been wearing a brace for a few weeks, taking it off to breath once and a while but last night it was so stinky that I had to take it and wash it so we shall see how my day goes today without it. 

Dead

That is it.  I am 100 percent dead

Not really.  I am just really tired.  I spent a lot of time in bed this few weeks after being sick.  Head cold, allergies, and sinus infection.  i managed to sleep it off but then i got a cough that has been killing me and making my throat hurt.

I have not been having the best time sleeping lately and i know self care is important so i am trying to get myself up in the mornings to do reading or any other kind of self help that i need but sometimes i just want to sit in bed and stare at the wall.  i was there for thirty minutes today and couldnt drag myself out of bed.  it is harder and harder and i am not sure how much longer i can go without just taking time off.

People HI

I am still alive. 
I am in classes this year and loving them! I am already very happy with my kiddos in class!!

My son started Kindergarten and I am an emotional mess!  He is doing really well and comes home excited about his science class.

I am still modeling, I am still doing work outs and shakes. 
I am reading a lot more.  I am also listening to audio books. 

Lets get real.  I know that I am not where i want to be physically, so i am working on that.  Recently I have not been able to get out of bed in the mornings to get to work out and that is not my happy place.  I start off great, monday tuesday sometimes wednesday but by the week's end, i am dead.  I hope that by being honest with myself i can honestly say it is my diet, probably even my emotional state.  I have been doing a lot of people helping which i am good at but i havent taken time for me in a while so this is me trying to reconnect with myself.  Writing and reading have always been my escape so I need to remember to do that :D

Hope you are still around to listen to me!