WEll i am starting to get better at doing this thing regularly.
yesterday i wanted to make the world explode! NOT JOKING ONE BIT!!! Everyone and everything was pissing me off! just MAKE IT STOP!!
Today though seems to be going pretty okay.
We went to the methodist church today and Z loved hanging out with the other boy, who i will post as E for safety. Anywho, the theme was "going home" so i got to thinking what is this? Well it was pretty fun. Pastor had a yellow brick and talked to the children during childrens time about Wizard of Oz and the yellow brick road to Oz and Dorothy's way home. How there was a wicked witch trying to stop her.
In the sermon he mentioned that our yellow brick to follow is Jesus who will lead us home to Heaven and the wicked witch (devil) will be tempting us to not. We even watched the last few minutes of Wizard of Oz where dorothy goes home.
Sunday, September 21, 2014
Tuesday, September 16, 2014
feeling...feelings.
I have no idea what has come over me.
Last night my husband was late coming home and instead of being angry like normal i just was glad he was home. He loved being home. he went straight to zypher and picked him up and hugged him, played with him and even gave him a bath and put him to bed. loved every second of it. i made dinner prepped food and did dishes and cleaned z's room up so we could vacuum later in the week.
today i am tired and groggy and z is playful. we read a lot and i was happy to get all books back on time. Z and i dropped off something for daddy and then we went looking for a costume and what luck! we found it at the thrift store! a bright orange pumpkin!!! YAY!!!
this year is going to be soooo much fun :)
Last night my husband was late coming home and instead of being angry like normal i just was glad he was home. He loved being home. he went straight to zypher and picked him up and hugged him, played with him and even gave him a bath and put him to bed. loved every second of it. i made dinner prepped food and did dishes and cleaned z's room up so we could vacuum later in the week.
today i am tired and groggy and z is playful. we read a lot and i was happy to get all books back on time. Z and i dropped off something for daddy and then we went looking for a costume and what luck! we found it at the thrift store! a bright orange pumpkin!!! YAY!!!
this year is going to be soooo much fun :)
Wednesday, September 10, 2014
Its never "Pay day"
Well, here we are! another month, another check from the school.
We were expecting a stipend of 600 dollars for Garrett getting his ESOL licensure but they forgot about him this month and we were assured it would be on next months check. sigh, i was going to use that to go shopping at the renaissance faire. oh well.
Today Z and i paid all the bills that werent due by mail and then boom, money gone.
the only thing i think we have going for us is that we do not have to spend money on formula this month. or ever agian seeing as z is off of it and drinking milk.
We have come to the mutual conclusion that it is never "pay day" but rather, bill day sometimes even grocery day, as that is what we will be doing tonight.
We were expecting a stipend of 600 dollars for Garrett getting his ESOL licensure but they forgot about him this month and we were assured it would be on next months check. sigh, i was going to use that to go shopping at the renaissance faire. oh well.
Today Z and i paid all the bills that werent due by mail and then boom, money gone.
the only thing i think we have going for us is that we do not have to spend money on formula this month. or ever agian seeing as z is off of it and drinking milk.
We have come to the mutual conclusion that it is never "pay day" but rather, bill day sometimes even grocery day, as that is what we will be doing tonight.
Tuesday, September 2, 2014
The best part of not waking up..
So i got back from my angry angry visit with the super of the school, put z for a nap which he took, and then started scrubbing and scrubbing the bathroom clean!
I should take a nap myself because i am so tired, but im also very depressed. I mean how terrible can this be? i just wanted to go on a walk.
well here is the thing, once z woke up he was all happy and gigly that i had to smile. That is the best part about him. he doesnt care if im mad he knows that he makes me feel better so he clings on me and he wont let me go :)
I should take a nap myself because i am so tired, but im also very depressed. I mean how terrible can this be? i just wanted to go on a walk.
well here is the thing, once z woke up he was all happy and gigly that i had to smile. That is the best part about him. he doesnt care if im mad he knows that he makes me feel better so he clings on me and he wont let me go :)
Why is this small town
Why is this small town that is supposedly "family and community oriented" so unfriendly?
I have been working out every morning since June at 715 ish at the high school track. I bring z with me because well he likes being outside and it is nice to do something together.
Today i was told i could no longer do this because my stroller will damage the track. If i do not comply, i can no longer enter grounds even for games. Like WTF!? seriously what the hell is going on in this town?
I talked to the super of the school and she said, "Well i guess you were just lucky and didnt get caught before now."
I wouldnt mind just walking the town literally one end where i am to the other is a mile, but there are no sidewalks. I have to walk myself and my son across a busy highway if i walk at all.
I was told ther ewas a rec center where there was a gym, but i cant get a membership because thats 40 a month which we dont have. and z wouldnt be allowed because no one under the age of 14 is allowed.
I get it the need for safety and all, but i swear im going to shoot someone. Im sick and tired of being looked down on in this town because i am not a teacher and work at the gas station.
I have been working out every morning since June at 715 ish at the high school track. I bring z with me because well he likes being outside and it is nice to do something together.
Today i was told i could no longer do this because my stroller will damage the track. If i do not comply, i can no longer enter grounds even for games. Like WTF!? seriously what the hell is going on in this town?
I talked to the super of the school and she said, "Well i guess you were just lucky and didnt get caught before now."
I wouldnt mind just walking the town literally one end where i am to the other is a mile, but there are no sidewalks. I have to walk myself and my son across a busy highway if i walk at all.
I was told ther ewas a rec center where there was a gym, but i cant get a membership because thats 40 a month which we dont have. and z wouldnt be allowed because no one under the age of 14 is allowed.
I get it the need for safety and all, but i swear im going to shoot someone. Im sick and tired of being looked down on in this town because i am not a teacher and work at the gas station.
Monday, September 1, 2014
Tie Dye?
Garrett had never done it before ever so it was interesting to watch.
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