May 20
First of all, I have done a lot of working out!!! I am down 23 pounds since January and I am feeling amazing in my body!! I wanted to feel amazing for the wedding that I was in, but I love love love the way I feel so I have been continuing it.
I am going to be real with you guys though. I have depression. I have anxiety. I have a hard time focusing at times. My depression I need to have a medication for, which I need to schedule appointments for. I have such a hard time remembering to make the appointment, and then there is always the money thing. Between the counseling and the medication appointments that will be 60 dollars. Which can be used for gas or food. In addition, the medication itself is only 6 dollars so hey i the long run its worth it. I always feel better after my counselor and I talk though. Like everything that I have been holding onto just phases away.
Because this is my space for my thoughts I have to say that I fell for someone. What does this have to do with depression? Well let me explain. I have a habit of giving things fully. Giving my whole being into a relationship. We were friends. We spent a lot of time together and I was starting to fall for him and then when he told me that he wasnt wanting what i was and let me tell you that i was hurt, crushed, and frankly, angry. Because i allowed someone to come into my life and be around me and i took time to learn things about him and open up to him. But it will be okay, i have taken him from all social media.
Keep following me on my personal facebook page as well as here! I have started a cosplay page as well which you can find here.
June 11
How is it already half way through June!?
I am still working out, I am still doing shakes and meals. I am still me and alive. I work a lot though. Ask me what i am doing at midnight making this post though! Go on, ask. Okay since you were so polite about it. I am transferring all my pictures from my laptop to Flash drives!! It is taking SOOOO long!! I did not realize I took THAT many pictures of my kid!! Who let me do that!???
But as a mother that is something you do. you take a lot of pictures to share with the world. I am doing some modeling for the store, Cato. If you have an instagram you can look for them @salinakscato or something like that. I love the way i feel when i put on clothes and walk around in them when they are sizes smaller than my normal!!
I will probably post more later, but for now I just thought i would check in and let you guys know i AM still around.
