Club- Starwars!!

Hey guys!! I see a lot of you following sweet prince on his blog, but hey i have one too lol.

I started going to a club (link if you have a facebook!)  Salina Kansas StarWars Fans, Lightsaber Dueling, Collectors and Cosplay
It is so awesome!!
i am having so much fun with these guys!!!

We meet every weekend (Sunday nights) at the local park and everyone brings a saber, but there are some there for those who have not got one at the moment!!
I dont have one (yet)  but i like learning with what is provided!!
Plus it is just so chill.  No pressure to do anything and we all have a collective mindset *meaning we all like about the same things :D


I shall see if i can get pictures to upload maybe a video too!! the video is of The Fearless Leader doing his thing

so this is me (blue)  and one of the other members striking a pose

things

baby got a fish for doing good.  He chose a dragon fish.  i hope that it does okay.  I honestly do not know anything about them.  I have actually been doing research on them and they seem fairly easy to take care of.  He was just so excited to have it happen!

Update:  its been since july 11 and the dragon fish is doin okay.  We cleaned it just like the directions said to and he died like four hours later.  Kiddo is takin  it well.  He just really wants another one.

Update: Our filter needed to be fixed.  So we bought a new one.  it is cleaning things much better.

I have been going to the gym much more frequently.  It helps when you have a friend to motivate you!! She is super knowledgeable on the equipment and we always map out a plan when we are going. I have been trying very hard to keep up with her at her pace but it is clear i am not as ready for it!! I could probably out do her on weights but everything else, I think she is far superior to me.

My food eating has gotten better too.  It helps when things go the way you want them to and you can pay for better food.

School starts up again soon, and I am actually super ready for it!!  I hope so much that I can be in the same classes as i was last year, but I am actually good to do what ever they need me to do.

i am trying not to spend a lot of money on the new clothes coming into the store because I know i have enough and I just do not need more!  I just need to remember to do the laundry haha.

It Is not going so great on the romantic front.  I have been trying to talk to my guy, but he has not been talking.  He has gone into a sort of depression really and I try to get him out of the house and do things, but he doesnt.  He also has missed our group meetings two weeks in a row, but hey no biggie he can catch up if he ever pulls himself together.  

I joined a Star wars fan club group, and we do do lightsaber dueling!!  i am learning to duel with a lightsaber!!!!!!  Im actually pretty good at it too.  :D

Habits

I had not been to the gym regularly because of just random things. I started going again because I didnt like the way i was always tired and sluggish.  I just wanted to feel good about myself again.
I have a membership so i better use it.

The first night a friend went with me.  We just did some abs and a little light cardio to get our bodies reminded of what it feels like to work out.  The next night she worked late so i went alone.  I did legs. lots and lots of leg work.  Last night we went and did a warm up on the bikes, then alternated between abs and arms in a ten set rotation.

I am totally feeling it today, but it is so worth it!  I am feeling better.

Now i just need to make sure that my diet follows through as well (read that as DO NOT EAT AN ENTIRE PACK OF TWIZZLERS JES!!!)

I am also getting back into writing.  Which makes me feel good about myself when i can write something down from my own imagination lol

because, life

I feel very horrid for saying i will update more and then not.  Basically there is no app for my phone any more.  weirdness, so i have to go back to my own old laptop.  strange i know.  so anyways not a lot in my life right now except that my kid got bumped from his care program because I would not be in work for 30 hours or longer.  So i have to find a new daycare and IT IS HARD!  anyways, I also got pushed out of the Daycare help program because I didnt have a daycare.  like give me a break people.  I work like anywhere between 16 and 25 hours a week.
School is going to start at the beginning of august.
I am sure my kid has autism among other things, and I am learning to accept it.  It is not that I am horrified because I am not, It is just becoming exhausting.  I love my child.  I will do anything for my kid. We are going to get him tested this coming week.  Example though, today I made a mistake and had told kiddo we were doin tooth doctor translation dentist.  but we got there and it was closed.  So i made a mistake and he was crying becuase he couldnt see the tooth doctor.  he tried to open the door. He would not stop talking about it.  He cried for thirty minutes he wouldnt go to the pet store he did not want any of his calm down toys.  it wasnt until my sister mentioned the park that he calmed down enough to talk to us.

So my bf is doin okay he lost his job so he is lookin for a new one right now.  he moved in with his parents and is not don as great as he is letting the world think.  He is being distant but its gettin better now that he is feeling more confident about finding a job.  I miss talkin to him daily, especially when i was helping him pack up his apartment and clean.  I would be around daily.

Work is goin great. Im loving it :D  We have a new shipment of chokers comin in and im in love.

Sorry this is longer than usual.