Dead

That is it.  I am 100 percent dead

Not really.  I am just really tired.  I spent a lot of time in bed this few weeks after being sick.  Head cold, allergies, and sinus infection.  i managed to sleep it off but then i got a cough that has been killing me and making my throat hurt.

I have not been having the best time sleeping lately and i know self care is important so i am trying to get myself up in the mornings to do reading or any other kind of self help that i need but sometimes i just want to sit in bed and stare at the wall.  i was there for thirty minutes today and couldnt drag myself out of bed.  it is harder and harder and i am not sure how much longer i can go without just taking time off.