because, life

I feel very horrid for saying i will update more and then not.  Basically there is no app for my phone any more.  weirdness, so i have to go back to my own old laptop.  strange i know.  so anyways not a lot in my life right now except that my kid got bumped from his care program because I would not be in work for 30 hours or longer.  So i have to find a new daycare and IT IS HARD!  anyways, I also got pushed out of the Daycare help program because I didnt have a daycare.  like give me a break people.  I work like anywhere between 16 and 25 hours a week.
School is going to start at the beginning of august.
I am sure my kid has autism among other things, and I am learning to accept it.  It is not that I am horrified because I am not, It is just becoming exhausting.  I love my child.  I will do anything for my kid. We are going to get him tested this coming week.  Example though, today I made a mistake and had told kiddo we were doin tooth doctor translation dentist.  but we got there and it was closed.  So i made a mistake and he was crying becuase he couldnt see the tooth doctor.  he tried to open the door. He would not stop talking about it.  He cried for thirty minutes he wouldnt go to the pet store he did not want any of his calm down toys.  it wasnt until my sister mentioned the park that he calmed down enough to talk to us.

So my bf is doin okay he lost his job so he is lookin for a new one right now.  he moved in with his parents and is not don as great as he is letting the world think.  He is being distant but its gettin better now that he is feeling more confident about finding a job.  I miss talkin to him daily, especially when i was helping him pack up his apartment and clean.  I would be around daily.

Work is goin great. Im loving it :D  We have a new shipment of chokers comin in and im in love.

Sorry this is longer than usual.